Will it End?

They say that we need 3 years to develop a good habit, but it takes only 3 days to have a bad habit.

Some of us are aware that we're having REAL bad habits and need to stop them. We knew they're bad and must be stopped but we still keep doing it although part of our consciousness say they must be stopped!

Temptation are hard to resists. We keep telling ourselves "this would be the last", "by tomorrow I'll stop it". But how many of us are really stopping the bad habit. Example of the bad habit - sleeping very late at night. Yes, like myself, I sleep very late at night. Even I was feeling very tired and drained, the clock strikes 1am, I would still feel "it's still early".

True enough, I often tell myself to go bed early but I still carry on with that bad habit. I keep doing it, my mind tells me to stop it, I keep doing it again. The flow just keep going on endlessly. Maybe the flow will stop if I put a stop to it.

Most people would say you must have determination to stop a bad habit. You're determined to stop it. However, things do not go the way it is. You make an effort to stop it but it's not working. "I've tried my best but it doesn't work." Did we really put much amount of effort to stop it? Or we lied to ourselves saying it is okay because we couldn't find the answer.

I myself have a few bad habits I couldn't get rid off. Sometimes I ask myself, why am I still doing it. And the answer I come up myself is "I've tried but I fail. I wasn't determined enough". Is it true? Is it because I wasn't determined enough? Or because it's alright to keep doing it despite knowing the consequences.

I'm a senior??

So, a new semester begins. Right now, I'm a first year, semester 3 student in my universities. Being in semester 3 seems great? I'm a senior among the first years! Well, it's nothing excited about that. I used to think that being a senior makes you kind of like "the almighty one". But actually, thought you're a senior among the first years, there's still somebody who are more older than you are. The second and the third years student, they have more experience in studies than you are. So, there's nothing for me to boast about.

I've remembered  something embarrassing during the last semester. Despite just being a 1st year, semester 2 student, I felt so superior! "I'm gonna have junior this year! I want to help them in case they have problems! Or they'll come to me for advice when they have problems!" Oh, just thinking about being able to be the big sister figure-like just makes me happy! Of course sometimes when the small ones depend on you can be difficult sometimes, but thinking about these little ones come to me for help makes me happy! 

HOWEVER, none of that can really happen. I realised there's very few new intakes this semester and I felt why is there more seniors than usual? Oh my......I feel very small suddenly. Here I am, coming to campus with high hopes of becoming a great senior but I end up being another plain old junior for other students. This is just like a freshman on his first day of high school, surrounded by so many seniors. I can't help but feeling small!!!! 

Well, that  first week was pretty embarrassing one. So, now I'm here. A senior among the 1st years. I don't feel superior anymore. I'm just another student who studies that this campus, just like you. I don't care how others see me as, be it a junior or a senior, that's up to you until you come ask me which year I am. Still, I'm aware that deep down, I still wanna be treated like a senior......AH SCREW MYSELF!!!!

I have a sweet tooth. VERY sweet tooth!

It's weekend already! Despite being a sloth at home, not a pig but A SLOTH (sloths are worse than pigs at my point), I felt I should go out to some place. What place should I go, I haven't got a slightest idea. So, I get my lazy ass up and went to KLCC. Why went as far as KLCC when Mid-Valley is just 10-15 minutes away going by bus? I like travel far perhaps? or I just want to be at KLCC? (someone hit this dumb-headed person please?!!) In the end I found myself clueless why I'm in KLCC in the first place. (really a dumb-headed person).

Anyway, I'm not fond of shopping for clothes, shoes, bags or any other lady-girly stuffs, hence, the prices are...LOL... e.x.p.e.n.s.i.v.e......So, I walked, walked, had my lunch, and continue walking, until I came across this beauty~ *points down*

Candylicious shop!!! (inserts inner scream here)
I have always love sweets!! It doesn't matter what kind of sweets it is AS LONG AS THEY'RE CANDY, I'LL BE HAPPILY TO DEVOUR THEM!!

A friend of mine once blogged about the days she's in KL and she went to this candy shop, to conclude, she said it's like walking to a sweets paradise! (I feel you sister!) Now here I am, standing in front of this shop, still feeling awestruck from those, CANDIES!!! I walked in as if I'm in a paradise~~ (too much exaggeration here).

LOOK AT THOSE GIANT LOLLIPOP TREE!!! That lollipop tree......!!

God damn those lollipops. Giant lollipops on a tree. Stop tempting me!! Plus, they're not even edible. If such tress ever existed, I felt sorry for any candy-maker industries out there cause they won't be making a lot of business. With this tree, we can get free lollipops, which can make any lollipop sellers out there go out of business. Touch wood. I'm not cursing anyone here, just a joke. (Future scientists out there, invent this tree ya!!!)

Next, is the row of jelly beans!!! I usually see this on my computer screen but now, I'm seeing it with my own two EYES! These super long row of big jars, containing an uncountable amount of jelly beans! (J.E.L.L.Y B.E.A.N.S) Had some of the samples, some of them have awesome (somewhat weird) flavors. Tasted that flavors, some of them are good while some are (what the flavor is this in my mouth?!) I have to say, I'm really not a fond of jelly beans. I have a habit of biting every piece of candy that I put into my mouth, may it be hard or soft candy, and jelly beans tend to stick to my teeth always. Jelly beans, leave my sweet tooth please!

I'M A SUCKER FOR LOLLIPOPS!! Ah well, lollipops are now the candy I have once a while. Lollipops take longer time to finish and yeah, sometimes your mouth hurts just by sucking lollipops. (Sorry lollipops, you're not my favourite anymore!) Anyway, standing near these lollipops can get my head spinning due to their twirling pattern. So...many...twirling...lollipops...twirl...twirl...twirl...lollipops...twirl...

*coughs* got my senses back. Also, for those who always say "Only in Japan" (including me), the many flavors of KitKat that "Only in Japan", can be found at Candylicious. So don't you dare tell me "Only in Japan" while you can find some flavor sold here. So far, I've only found green tea, strawberry and raspberry flavor. Hence, I take my word back. For the other 10+ flavors existed (sweet potato, coffee, dark chocolate, white chocolate, corn, yam, milk, etc. etc) "ONLY IN JAPAN". *depressed*

Heck, after walking around in circles (I walked around and around many times), bought some chocolates for myself. I bought barely 140 grams and they already costs me RM12.00. Uh, once a while is okay right spending this amount of money on some few pieces of chocolates. Those chocolates are amazing though, I bought pure dark chocolates mostly including espresso chocolates!

Not to forget, besides candies, they sell few merchandise here too, candy designs though. There's bags, pouch, purse, pencil cases, mini boxes for jewelry and stationary, drinking bottles. There's also this big replica bottle of Hershey's chocolate and strawberry sauce, giant plush toy of a Ferraro Rocher chocolate, M&M's plush toys, well, all of the merchandise there are sweets and candies designs! Forgot to snap photos of some merchandise cause I was indulging myself into that so-called sweets paradise.

Oh, they have a kiosk that sells popcorn! Not your everyday eat-in-the-cinema popcorn, their's are fabulous. Very few flavors of popcorn to be chosen but they tasted great! They gave out some samples, one of them I had was caramel popcorn with almonds. Wow, caramelized popcorn with almonds and their size of popcorn are kind of big? Nice popcorn there, not to mention nice price too! *never mind* I'll just have some more of the samples. *grabs the samples and DISAPPEAR!*

And so there goes most of my time spend at the "Sweets Paradise". I didn't buy much but I enjoyed being in the shop, walking in circles! For those who have sweet tooth, please do come to Candylicious. I know some of you may have been some where much cooler but at least consider and step a foot into the shop. Sweet tooth people just gotta love SWEET STUFFS!!

P.S: "If you use your head, you won't get fat even if you eat sweets" - L.Lawliet from Death Note

(I just feel like inserting this quote, as L also have a sweet tooth. The amount of sweets he takes is UNBELIEVABLE!!)