One more month. One more month till this semester finally ends. So many things to do, so many assignments. They don't stop, they just keep coming. Can I ever finish everything that's piling up right now? There are too many sometimes I can't face it. It's too much, I can't do it. This is too much, it's suffocating, I'm struggling. Looking at this never ending work is tiring. I'm tired. I feel like giving up. Just when I want to put my pencil down, something flash through my mind. "Are you sure? You're giving up halfway? I thought you were stronger. You've been worse than this haven't you? Do you wanna give up halfway after all you been through? We haven't even gotten to the fun part yet and you're stopping here. You're underestimating yourself too much don't you think?"
*HAH* Who am I kidding? My dear self, snap out of it! This is just my first year of degree and I'm having doubts about my ability, myself. I've got to pull myself together!! If I can't even handle myself well in my first year, how am I suppose to prepare for my second year? Well, I'm just gonna stay tough, hang on, and keep fighting until I've complete my degree. RIGHT!!! Stop sulking, and chase all negative thoughts away. This is just a thin wall, made of brittle wood which I can just punch through with my fist. The brick wall still awaits me far away. This little wood wall is not going to stop me from bringing down the brick wall that I'm going to face in the future. I'M READY! BRING IT ON!!!!
*Just wanna get some things off my chest. Been very busy with assignments, these never ending assignments get on my nerves most of the time. Well, they can't stop me from doing what I want to achieve!!* FIGHT MODE ON!!!!!!!!!!
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